Still looking to find that light

So things aren't going good. i just can't seem to find a light. it just too far outta my reach right now. my stories i guess just plain sux as people look at them but never review so i really don't feel like i should be writing anymore. i don't know i want to keep writing but it just doesn't come to me....i'm sorry that this is so depressing i might change my mind but until something changes i'm out. thanks for the short run.

Chapter 1

Yeah chapter one is up! i finally finished rewriting it. I'm hoping that everyone likes it. it's helping me get through this hard time....but i figure if i keep my mind on this and not on that then i can keep going. maybe one day it will be a thing of the past and something better will find its light on my door. lol i wish. but yeah i know this is a short post but i want to keep working on chapter two and then maybe on to chapter three . i dought that though maybe just half of chapter two...anyway hope yeah like Aquanox games! till next chapter.
okay just have to say this who ever made that little doughnut and salt shaker from the commercials you're a genius! i love them they are so cute! i want to take them home they're so cute and so sad!

Sad times

I'm going to apologize in advance. i don't think that I'll be writing for a little while. i will try to keep writing but if it takes a while for me to get anything new up it's because my life has just been turned upside down. My relationship with a man i love.....loved for the last 4 years has just ended...so my muses is now gone and truth be told i don't have the will to write anything at the moment. so what i think I'm going to do is go back to my old stories and try rewriting them...as sad as it is i just want to kinda disappear for a while I'm sorry if my stories become too dark and sad....but please bare with me light will come back soon.....i hope...

Continue or not to continue

I started a story that is a little close to my own life at the moment. i really like it but I've hit a point where i don't know if i want to keep writing it. the other problem is that i picked up a old old story from before that's a little out there and i've got a good flow going with so i don't know where to go keep writing this story or go back to the old one? i'm gonna finish the chapter then pop it up on fiction press with endless love and the rest. if anyones interested its called Aquanox games...its a little straight to the point....