Dracula's Key Continued

I'm writing but for some reason i just don't like it to tell the truth i hate it i want to delete it and scrap the story all together truly i want to get rid of all my stories the only one i seem to be proud of is beginning of a new reign but anything after that i just want to ripe up and never look at them again...ugh so frustrated....i have ideas thousands of them but once i put the idea to the computer it just flops. even starting it out on good old fashion lined paper( I'll admit that it makes my story to me feel more personal) but i don't know the second i start putting it to the computer it dies! or maybe I'm just thinking too much i don't know.........